Have you ever had a moment where you’re just getting through life the best you can, and then in a brief moment, you look up, down, and around and realize you’re exactly where you’ve been working your ass off to be?
I’ve been having this exact freak-out moment for about a month now. I’m used to the usual “oh shit, I did it” moments, but lately, they have been more along the lines of:
- omg, you’re not struggling
- omg you can help those around you
- omg you’re making new friends
- omg you have a hobby and are building a life outside of your overthinking mind
- omg you’re winning awards for your work
- omg you have mutually loving, supporting and happy relationships
- omg there’s no drama or issues or chaos in your life anymore
I have to keep asking myself, “Do you know how incredibly gratifying it is to work very hard toward something you see in your head until it’s no longer in your head but is a reality?” It’s a grand feeling.. so that’s what I’m basking in this summer. What about you?
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