Musings — self care

Trying to figure this sh*t out, but also realizing maybe there’s nothing to really understand?

Posted by Alicia Williams on

  I'LL BE HONEST: MY MIND HAS BEEN EVERYWHERE LATELY. I've been back on meds for a little under 30 days.  Highlights: My thoughts are linear again I'm no longer thinking 19748962987 thing a day and now I average about 25 thoughts a day I've lost about 19 total pounds  Lowlights: I am one MOODY ASS BITCH - I mean I ask to speak to the manager EVERYWHERE I go. I am irritated by the wind blowing my hair the wrong direction in my face I'm hardly ever tired I really don't care about ANYTHING.. Anything? Well, I take that...

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How shadow work revealed my fear of commitment

Posted by Alicia Williams on

I'll be the first to tell you that I am on a journey of becoming healthy, happy and WHOLE. I often find it disturbing when others say they are seeking their "better half"so that they could finally be the person they know they are meant to be.. For me, you should become that person before you meet your life partner, because then you become an enhanced version of your already comfortable greater self.  In order to be that whole being, I know that I have to be able to travel within the shadows and take a close look at the woman...

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